Death

Sometimes I just wished I could just fall asleep and do not wake up after that like just die in my sleep. It would be nicer then to suffer or poison yourself to death I guess. There isnt much to live for now a days as people tend to ditch and most people have their own group already and that lessens your chance to hang out with them as you tend to be the outcast and you'll feel like an "alien" with them and that destroys your time and day hanging out with them and that makes you feel like oh screw this shiet its better I stay home and listen to music.

But well get up and look at it more positively, go out and enjoy yourself rather then sulking like a bitch! Your old enough to make decisions on your own and stop sulking as sulking wont bring you anywhere and its obvious! I might not believe in the all mighty GOD but I somehow do believe in fate. So I believe when its your time to die, its your time to die. No other reasons to support or change the facts.

If you have to die young, then die young dont whine or sulk about it. Think about other peoples life your gonna put in trouble as life is a sucking time of happiness and happiness only last a while so when you have that momment or second ENJOY IT TO ITS FULLEST as after that its back to life as you know it, the dull and boring days